why is it rainy and gloomy here -.-

all this bullshit that comes with moving is soo annoying. why do i have too much things, shirts, pants, jackets that i look at but i probably wont wear again. i dont need much yet i tend to keep things “just in case” its not just with clothes its with everything i do. ehh i just need to go to ny and go away for a while, it always helps.